Dear God,
Why do I have to be this person? The good girl all the time? In the end it’s sad, but true: nobody gives a damn! Right, you may be asking Yourself “what´s up with you? You have a great home, great education, good looking, family, love…” Yeah, I do have all those stuff and just found the love of my life and for a long time off my life I thought I would never suffer…well, guess what? My beloved parents turned their back to me when I came out as a lesbian, them I found out my dad is gay. GREAT. Then, they got divorced and my mother became the bad-guy of my “great” life, my friends turn out to be snakes and my beloved girlfriend it´s sucking me down and I just can´t help being such an ass and still be next to her, to them. Like an ice cream, You see? Starts cool but melts after all and still stays there. Why , God? Why can´t I just be cynic, cold, bad and fearless like everybody?! I mean, come on!!!!! GIVE me the will to be the bad one!!!!!!!
Please, I just can´t take it anymore…
Ilaria - ItalyShare:
July 5th, 2008 at 10:03 am
He knows why all person who suffer from problems just like yours can understand “some” things.
If, in your life’s problem, you would be one of those cynic, cold, and bad persons you wouldn’t have the chance to see that there is more. More than pleasure, more than power, more than family, more than everything this messed up world considers important.
You have the chance to open your eyes and see.. (I could count here the things I see, but that would be irrelevant for you, cause God, his creation speaks differently to every particular person). And dont let your problem overcome you. believe me, everyone thinks his problem is the biggest. Get over it. You have the power.. But do you have the will?
Good luck!
July 16th, 2008 at 1:18 am
cos when u act like the bad one, u reap what u sow. when God told of His commandments, He really meant: Dont hurt urself.
the thing is.. God is the creator of everything, and u cant turn ur back frm Him or runaway from Him. He’s in control. And its when u submit to Him that u find the most freedom. Its when u obey Him that (though it may be hard).. but thats when u feel most alive and purposeful. u just stop struggling against the current.
the things u went thru….He knws. and made u go thru it for reasons that He wil reveal to u in due time. Everything happens for a reason. Believe in that. and might i suggest u pick up this book to read? : Purpose-Driven Life. by Rick Warren.
perhaps thru reading that book u’ll understand more. and no, He doesnt want u to suffer.. All that He is, is Love. U have to go thru this to be molded.. like silver that needs to go thru flame to be purified. =) hang on there, beautiful child. He loves u. Seek Him. and u will find Him. it feels most right when u find urself IN Him.
July 18th, 2008 at 4:51 pm
VERY STYLISH , i NEVER THOUGHT ANYONE GOOD COULD DO THIS WELL!
August 30th, 2008 at 1:51 pm
you know what? sometimes life throws things at you that you don’t think you can handle. things seem to be going wrong for you even though you are only trying to be a good person. and those who AREN’T trying to be good people at all seem to live easy, no-worries lives.
this brings one of the hardest lessons of all. trust. you are a good person, and now you have to be true to yourself. trust that god will look after you, and go out and show everyone exactly what it means to be god’s child. it may not seem clear at first, but look closely, and you will see god’s blessings, showing you that you never walk alone.
love always,
stephanie
October 3rd, 2008 at 1:43 am
God does these things to you because you are ungrateful. You take for granted the gifts you’ve been given and you expect the people around you to just keep giving. It’s time to stop whining and take control of yourself and your life.
June 19th, 2009 at 8:03 pm
Stop complaininq. Get out there. Move country or somethinq. LiVE and GET. OVER. IT
xx