Dear God,
I don’t remember the last time i was happy. I hope you can hear me and help me feel alive again. Everyday I am suffering and I don’t see an end to my darkness. I just want to be HAPPY.
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Dear God,
I don’t remember the last time i was happy. I hope you can hear me and help me feel alive again. Everyday I am suffering and I don’t see an end to my darkness. I just want to be HAPPY.
Aurora Mendoza - Los Angeles Comments
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September 27th, 2008 at 4:27 pm
I know how you feel, i guess alot of us feel like this, Ive been in a bad relationship for 3 years and just got out, but i still love him, i cant remember when the last time i was happy either, its been a long time, what can we do?
-Also Lost
September 28th, 2008 at 7:23 pm
i am so used to that feeling…. I loved him more than ever! for once in my life i felt complete! he was from a religion that many ppl didnt like! but our love was strong! we stood together.. one day we smile, the next day we cry! it has been 2 years and our of which 1.5 yrs we were having a long distance relationship… we tried to be strong… but distance made us weak! i sacrificed my world to be with him… but it was time to realize that cz of a lot of things he will never be able to come to me…………. we love each other a lot but for him, its “hard to come to me”………… so he cant make 1 sacrifice for me………. i made so many…… May God bless my angel!
i love him 4 ever.
but y cant things work out?
God please stop testing our love! we are failing…………. and love is fading like a flame……….
shezu, where ever ur, i love u! still thinking about u………
September 29th, 2008 at 6:21 pm
I want to feel happy again to.
i do team sport, netball to be exact , four times a week, training with school, then the school game, outside school training, then the saturday game, and i have to say, it cheers me up so much.
It just completely takes my mind of things - everything, and i can focus on what I am doing. So maybe take up a team sport, or go for lots of runs or walks - it will clear your head.
October 1st, 2008 at 12:24 pm
that sounds good
October 16th, 2008 at 11:02 am
I’m an only child(28 years old, born and raised in Mexico city) with a mother who had 3 broken marriages, 2 alcoholics and one bipolar who committed suicide in front of us. I tried to live a “normal” life, but kept all that pain wandering in my activities and daily activities.
Three years ago I started to gain weight, have anxiety attacks and just closing up, crying for everything and just sleep all day. I turned my life around my depression, trying to fake I was simply tired of working at home editing a magazine for a bank. I worked 2 hours and then slept. And I starting taking an anti anxiety medicine with out prescription. And still everything stressed me, going out was a pain, I had shivers, headaches, stomachaches, all I wanted to do was sleep. In those three years I managed to get married, went to therapy, started doing meditation and reiki, and started to eat more organic foods, and one day it just hit me, the thing is that EVERYBODY HURTS, and is easy, you choose to dwell in the pain and the past and the errors and in a present full of pain or just simply talk to yourself, you are blessed by being alive, to be healthy, don’t let the pain cripple you. You have to put a STOP to the pain, and try to be happy as a kid. Its hard I know, start with little things and write the down, like the sight of a humming bird, like a baby´s laugh, chocolate, funny movies, jokes, the beautiful shape of fruit, just like when you were starting to live. The same way you star to disenchant yourself of life now you have to fall in love again, try to meditate, just sit, with no distractions and talk to God, your angels, we are spiritual beings, that always comes first. Read Eat, Pray, Love. Try to stay in touch with nature, because technology and the city just freeze our soul.
Everybody has a mission, a special trade no one else in the world has, and you have to live, and enjoy, everything has a solution, just step out of the dark.
With love, may God guide you.
October 17th, 2008 at 7:08 am
Yara your letter brought tears to my eyes.
thank you so much it seems as though you can see and feel what i am going through.
Today i am going to STOP being unhappy.
thank you and may God bless you and bring much joy to you.
October 17th, 2008 at 8:28 pm
just prayed before i answered your answered your question. I know the feeling. i know how it feels too be lonely and unhappy.when i was 19 i took care of my grandmother in a asisted living home. that’s lonely when the next youngist person there is 80.it’s hard,to relate to them sometimes,but sometimes not so hard.i found out that by talking to them they could relate.some of them also care of older people like me.
sometimes it helps to talk to people.i’m not going to judge you this is my e-mail adress larissamariec@verizon.net
October 19th, 2008 at 10:14 am
Aurora, sometimes it’s hard to fight through the days and it feels like the world is ending but it’s not ending fast enough. A lot of people know what you’re going through. I used to cry myself to sleep every night and I never knew why I felt like that. It hurt worse than anything and I just wanted it all to end so that I’d stop feeling pain.
But, deep down in your heart, there is a glimmer of happiness and there is someone in this world who can help bring out that happiness.I am not a religious person, I hope you find that someone and find that happiness. All you need to do is reach out and ask for help.
Lots of love and hope and faith xoxox
October 28th, 2008 at 7:12 pm
green eyes says it for me.. not ending fast enough.. i wait on patience A LOT, may blessings and hope be yours to see ~lily
November 5th, 2008 at 5:06 am
Aurora, happiness and purpose in life comes from believing in your self. You must love and believe in your self. Write down all the things you are great at. You know what they are. What are your talents? You may be a good listener or a good writer.We all have wonderful things about us. Then write down some things you want to change. Whether it is about your personality or your living situation. May be your job. If you believe in a higher power then trust God will help you. Just know you have the power with in you to change anything about yourself or your situation.
Know that you can and will do what ever you need to do to take of your self. This will over flow on to everyone you come in contact with through out your days and trust me this will bring true happiness. Happiness isn’t a magic wand or pill that you don’t have access to, It is believing in yourself that you are valuable to yourself and others. Don’t ever allow anyone to tell you different.
I believe in you and your abilities.
November 10th, 2008 at 12:38 pm
A, hang on my friend. Find one awesome thing to think about each day. I know how hard this is in our challenging world. I didn’t get out of bed today until 3:00 p.m. because I just can’t seem to drag my lazy butt out!! But you know what? Once I got up and washed my face, I felt soooo much better. Really! I’ve lived almost 50 years now, and almost every year has been a challenge, truly! Some years have been awesome, and others a real bummer. Hey, listen, you could live somewhere else in the world where things for women are really, really awful! At least here, you have the freedom to go to a club, library, travel, etc., and not be persecuted (sp!) or shut down! Seriously! Look at the really persecuted women in lots of places in the rest of the world. C’mon sister. Stand up. Get out of bed and feel better! I truly understand your pain. Love you!!