Dear God,
Please reveal your plan for me. I am at a crossroads now where I feel that it is time for me to embark on the work I am destined to do. I feel like I have been preparing for this my whole adult life. Something in me knows that all of the challenges and crisises I have suffered in my life have been training to prepare me for something greater. But I am ready now. I feel stronger and more confident and grounded than I ever have in my life. I know I am ready. Please show me the way. My life demands it. The old path has crumbled away now and I pray now that the way forward will rise out of the ashes. Before I go I thank for my precious little boys, little rays of light who have been the instruments through which I have grown. Becoming a mother took me to the edge in every way, but out of that crisis came a new person. A woman, rather than a girl. Thank you for my wonderful husband, who has been the most incredible unwavering support in my life. I hope that the next part of our journey brings us the career success and prosperity we have both worked so hard for.Lauren Evans - Toronto/Canada
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April 16th, 2008 at 12:19 am
There is still one thing I am afraid you must come to understand before your old path has completely crumbled. God, nor any deity, decides what path you walk in life, only you do.
There’s a heavy burden with that realization though, and many great rewards. You are responsible for your own decisions. The path you walk from here on out will be set by you, and you alone. There will not be a father figure holding your hand guiding you through the rocky pathways like a doting dad. You must navigate the windy paths your self.
But also realize that every step along the way is your own. You are the driving force behind your life. All the experiences you have will have come from your efforts alone. Embrace that and grow for yourself and from yourself, for everyone else in your life.
April 16th, 2008 at 1:08 am
While you are indeed driving, there is another force behind you, and I find it comforting to know that other people ask for direction some times. I know I do.
April 16th, 2008 at 4:39 pm
Let your heart guide you. Be strong and have faith in yourself. Through your struggle, you have learned and evolved. Take that with you and make your own path. Stay positive, you are almost there.
April 17th, 2008 at 12:04 am
I need help to realize my dream….
who can help me?